let’s go on a date and by date I mean lay in bed and make out for 3 hours
(via shhh-i-wanna-be-skinny)
Calories.
When I started losing weight I could easily eat 1700 calories with no problem
I found out 1500 was recommended for weightloss, so that became my intake
There was a time when I was proud to eat 1000 calories and now I’m ashamed if I eat even 900
500 calories used to be too low for me now it’s a cheat day.
100 calories seemed normal for a snack now it’s a days worth of food.
I wonder how long until I hit 50, how long until 20 is a binge, how long until 0 is too much.
If 1500 is a binge then what is healthy?
Calories are no longer a measure of energy from food, they are a measure of my worth and if today has been a “good” day.
this hit home hard
(via kleineperlexo)








